My friend Kailin, she hates me.
The most out of everything she can see.
She wants to wring my neck.
Give my head an almighty thwack.
Always wants to give me a piece of her mind.
All because i try to help her unwind.
Oh well, what can i say?
Piss her off and there's hell to pay.

--> Twinkle Toes

There are some things that happen in your life which you question why they happen. Some of them fix themselves up in time, while some of them haunt you every single day of your life, because they bear a lifetime long of consequence.

Maybe it's God's way of telling me that I cannot do it on my own. That if I did try to make it on my own, my world will spiral inwards and I would sink into self-denial or depression.

I'm disappointed. At how it has turned out and how it will be like in the future. But I know this doesn't make me less of a person, or less of God's child. But knowing does not equate to believing. I bother too much about what people think. I should care about what the people I love think.

Almost done with one 5000 word paper. ALMOST. But not quite there yet. Come on Kailin. You can do it.