A Thousand Different Ways.

I got the album!!!

We are in this life together
Even when one moves without the other

Different pages from the same story

This aching is familiar
It's something I remember

We can't touch without feeling
Can't heal without healing

Only the young can fall so hard
Could be so careless and ignore the scars

So we will move out of the way this time
Making room for each other

One without the other

We are broken
But we are moving still.

A thousand different ways
-Erin Taylor

http://soundcheck.walmart.com/clayaiken.html

AHHHH I want the new Clay Aiken CD.

His voice is just so... PURE. NICE.

Farewell...

A big thank you to friends who showed concern for me :) Especially Youwei and Saranya. You guys are just brilliant. I feel very loved just knowing that you guys are my friends.

Man. Just another three days!!! For those who know me, you know what I'm talking about. I think I really need this.

A random realization: I feel like I'm getting to know myself a bit better when I meet different people. But it's those people whom I keep close to me that defines who I am at times.

When all that remains are shattered pieces of your self-image, shards of your soul that you thought you knew inside out, and a disappointment so achingly painful because you realize that the only person that you have failed is yourself, what happens then?

The process of finding onself may begin with losing yourself first.

You can only be saved if you know that you need help.

Like Peter, I ask 'To whom shall I go?"

So utterly disappointed at myself. I think it all boils down to my insecure self. The need to prove something about myself.


But i must understand, there's nothing there to be proven. I am who I am. Why can't I just be comfortable with that?

I'm so sorry...

It's OVER!


Thanks Angela, for all the support and hard work, and your help in keeping me sane through this time :)